As soon as I touched my palm to Agares’ symbol I could feel him here.
A: “You had to have known that this was coming.” (He appears as an Old King of sorts with a velvet and gold crown. He’s smiling like he knows things that I do not but I will learn them soon.)
A: “Yes, yes you will. Go ahead and meditate on my enn, sigil, and qualities listed. Press them into the sigil. Carry it with you and use the other for dream work.”
Dreamwork
I dreamed of a situation during the day the pissed me off significantly. I was dreaming of the aftermath. The conversations were about it, the feelings about it. None played out like that today.
Freewrite
financially I’m really stable so base needs are met. Not some of my deepest ones but that’s also timing. If I had the sailboat I want I would be selling it to move to Hawaii. I can’t take the time off to sail it there nor pay someone else to do it.
Friendships… I’m more of a mile deep than inch shallow sort. But rather than become a frivolous form of myself I can deepen those quickly by “impact”. Makes sense. Especially when it can be…nudged..for the flaky sort.
He indicated I was done.
The invocations and ritual work kinda mixed in the next few entries.
I was showing that I could think on a problem, call his annual visualizing a vortex spiraling out towards me from him. Repeat in part of an answer will come to mind if not a sizable piece or more that will lead towards a solution. That will come in handy when I struggle to organize things so someone other than me can also appreciate them.
Agares: “I think you spend too much time thinking about what you want and what that difference is to now. I think you should stop and if you cannot stop reduce it. No, you aren’t holding yourself back from attaining it. Trust that it will happen and reduce the inner stress by visualizing feeling what it will be like to enjoy having it.” (He’s reminding me of a basic practice of letting go)
I was told to put his energy signature into a piece of incense (cone) and imprint the situation on it. This was for a work relationships and helping to keep their running smoothly as my time draws near to Hawaii.
Hail Agares.
