I have called upon Kali in the past, but only in the pursuit of a grimoire she would be listed in. As with all entities I call in such grimoires, I look to see if there is an interest in working deeper. Sometimes, it’s clear one way or the other. Other times, it’s ambivalent or the timing for the question (and working together) feels off. This last, an ambivalent response, is what I remember when I first called upon Kali using the symbols from the Gospel of Ghouls. I own physical copies of this and the successor, but that isn’t what this entry is about.
While working with Hecate one evening, with her fully opened idol showing as a sort of linking tunnel, I felt another presence come out of it with her full permission. I knew exactly who it was – Kali. Or rather, an aspect of Kali I could trust wasn’t a parasite.
“You will”, she said before waiting for my response. This wasn’t a question.
“I will.” I vowed and she left.
At first, I wasn’t sure quite what happened or why. I had been listening to podcasts about various darker aspects through the various aspects of Indian religions/religious practices. I had been specifically sent towards videos such as this one (about darker practice aspects) from a friend of mine that had listened to several of the others. Due to my experience, I began rewatching them and looking for others that don’t feel like they’ve been wimpified to make them more palatable to wider audiences. This wasn’t a darker version of a Goddess like the female version of Avolokiteshvara – Guan Yin/Kuanyin (etc). This Kali was absolutely dark and rather than presenting as such with all the trappings and persona that give Dark Edgelords pant orgasms, it was literally in every fiber of her being and didn’t need to be shown as anything more.
Later in that video listed in the above paragraph, or in a similar one, I forget, the topic came up that with thousands of years of worship, the prevalence of parasites is high. It was at this point that I understood why she had come through that sort of “tunnel” from Hecate. It was to show me which energy to call upon and start a nascent practice with. I was quite thankful for this for obvious reasons. While I am quite experienced with working with a wide variety of energy types, “pantheons”, and similar, I haven’t dwelt much in the Hindu side of things. Clearly, this was something that had to change.
“I will.” And I did.
First, I obtained an idol that the “energy” approved of. Then, I laid out various incense sticks in the pattern shown in this image. And waited for it to be the right time. It actually wasn’t that night, but the night after.
I’ve decided to make the video public. It’s really short because all I had to do was to formalize my request to her to allow her influence into my life. Since I didn’t (and still don’t) know the scope of that influence or what is required of me, I stated that those should be shown to me, too. Finally, if she wanted a deeper, more formal sort of relationship over a long period of time, I asked for a Guru to learn appropriately, if she felt it was necessary.
Finally, I close with the mantra listed as the subject. I have done 108 repetitions nightly. When I felt her interest ingoing after some chi_ld abu_sers/mu_rders, I did 108 repetitions to her for each while connected to her idol. This actually left me quite drained afterwards, but mainly in the concentration department. It’s been a long day and I had to co-instruct a class at work.
Hail Kali.
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