I’m tired. I’m sick. I don’t want to call on Colossal this way, but I’m almost a month behind calling him. I will be doing it in daylight. I may not be awake otherwise. This isn’t my first time calling on him and I can feel when he’s near, so the daylight won’t be a problem. I did project the area with Darkness prior to calling. Not enough to affect my specific altars, but more than enough for interaction (most of this back porch).
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During the calling, I decided to think back to an incident the other night where I became uncharacteristically angry. Deeply angry. I chose to remember that event and pull the residual emotion from it and put it into my offering crystal. It also felt like I was pulling it from that event as I thought back on it and placed myself mostly there without feeling the anger inside. I kept siphoning it into the crystal. Legion bade me to write it down before formally calling Colossal.
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Colossal first came when I open the veil for the offering and then immediately left.
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He returned when called and beat on me several times with both fists. Didn’t feel like anything, but seemed important. He accepted the agreement wordlessly and left. Legion has been waiting and wanted me to write this down.
L: “You relate in calling (him), so we started without you.”
(he was referring to the other night’s anger)
Legion then left.
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I thought I was more than a month behind but I guess not. Shadow Woman is still around, but not as active. Or I’m not noticing.
I do sense that my Chinese Pantheon work is interfering a bit with this, but it will continue. There are places where I have less protection or influence by that current. These areas will still give Legion a plethora of opportunities. I’m not about to stop or halt my cultivation work just so Legion can kick my ass more and have a better time doing it.
